sunday is today.
im not really sure how im feeling.
i feel like. idkkdjesg
u[bshi
prb
this is an unneeded post, and for that i am sorry.
its vacation which is nice.

i think i just lost the only reason i am still here.

woke up late today.had a really lame dance last night.
i hate that feeling when you know somethings going to happen thats going to upset you, but there really isnt anything you can do about it.
ugh.
i cant even find any good music to listen to.
maybe if i was happier.

i think i am running out of time.
i just.like.yea. haha
everyone lives like oh no big, we always have tomorrow. i'm not talking homework or thinks like that.
i mean like. life stuff. i wish people, including me, would just say what they mean instead of hoping someone else does first, or hoping people will get the message without words. they wont.
my brain is hurting.
i love my best friend.gah.
dramatic, i know.